December 11, 2003 0

By in Uncategorized

the cheetah print i am giving myself an ulcer over…

cheetah print

oh my god i hate ebay. i’ve never had anyone interested in my item at the last minute, so it’s always been cool, no worries. but some cocksucker had to come in & jack the price up so i had to pay $15 more than i’d anticipated. & on top of it i’m not too happy about this $10 shipping & handling when i could probably walk to this person’s place to pick it up. but on the bright side, i have the coat. & once i take what i need i can probably get some reimbursement if i throw it back up on ebay. i am so mad at this jackass who had to bid in the last half hour. & now that i’m thinking somewhat rationally, i coulda spent a lot less on another coat if i had some balls & gambled a bit. oh well, i just gotta think positively…the ebay coat is 9 bucks cheaper than the one at the vintage store. & it’s over with, I can relax. no more ebay hunting…i’m sure that shit can get intense. i am definitely not the person for ebay, i get so worked up over things, it’s ridiculous. i’m waaaaaay to high strung sometimes. my mom’s probably ready to smother me in my sleep if i don’t shut up about cheetah print & ebay.

like when my driver side windshield wiper stopped working today while driving home in the rain, i freaked the fuck out. got out & started yelling obscenities & kicking the car tire. instead of being rational, i was a lunatic. & it’s great, cuz i’m so aware of this that i make sure i hide it from boys, cuz god knows boys love insane chicks. maybe i don’t hide it as well as i think. like, whoa, could i be obsessing any more? see what i mean? i could just “let it go” & be happy & merry, but i’m actually stressing myself out more. cool! i haven’t gotten this worked up since the security deposit fiasco. christ. then again, that was something to get worked up over. but you know how i deal with these situations? i say “it doesn’t matter, you’re gonna die someday anyway.” even if i got the cheetah print for $20, i will still die in the end & it wont matter. no lie, that logic makes me feel better. haha. dear god i need to stop now.

Leave a Reply

You must be logged in to post a comment.